Bekhudi

Bekhudi...a state of "not being one's self"

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Location: Boulder, Colorado, United States

What to say...sach hai duniyan waalo ke hum hai anari...

Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Seene me jalan - My favorite hindi sad songs

(not in any order)

  1. TooTe huae khwabone humko ye sikhaya hai...dil ne jise paya tha aankhone gawaya hai..
  2. Ae zindagi gale lagale...humne bhi tere har ek gum ko gale se lagaya hai
  3. Tuzse naraz nahin zindgi hairan hun mein..tere masoon sawalon se pareshaan hun mein..
  4. Dost dost na raha...pyaar pyaar na raha..ae zindagi hame tera aitbaar na raha...
  5. Kya se kya ho gaya...bewafa, tere pyar mein..
  6. Hum bekhudi mein tum ko pukare chale gayen...
  7. Zinda hun is tarah ke hamen zindagi nahin, jalta hua diyan hun magar roshani nahi
  8. Teri dooniyan mein rahne se to behtar hai ke mar jaye..
  9. Tum itna jo muskura rahe ho..kya gum hai jisko chhopa rahe ho...
  10. Jo humne dasatan apani sunayi...aap kyun roye...
  11. Naina barase rimzim rimzin...
  12. Dil apana aur preet parayi...kisne hai ye reet banayee..
  13. Ajeeb dasatan hai ye..kaha shuru kaha khatam...
  14. Sach hai duniyan waalo ke hum hai anari...
  15. Jane wo kaise log the jinke pyaar ko pyaar mila...
  16. Yeh duniyan agar mil bhi jaye to kyan hai..
  17. Mera jeevan kora kagaj kora hi reh gaya..
  18. Chingari koi bhadke...
  19. Yeh jo mohobbat hai..ye unka hai kam..
  20. Jaa re jare ud ja re panchhi...
  21. Ya dil ki suno duniya walon..ya muzko abhi choop rahne do...
  22. Meri yaad mein tum na ansoo bahana..na ji ko jalana...
  23. Teri galiyo mein na rakhhenge kadam..
  24. Sach mere yaar hai..bas wahi pyaar hai...
  25. Ehsaan tera hoga muzpar..dil chahta hai wo kahene do..
  26. Dil hoom hoom kare...
  27. Tere bina zindagi se shikawa to nahi...
  28. Kya hua tera waada..
  29. Kahanse aye badara...
  30. Chalo ek bar fir se...
  31. Fir wohi sham wohi gum…
  32. Jaye to jaye kahan
  33. Aaj purani rahon se ..koi muze aawaz na de
  34. Ai dil muze aisi jagah le chal...
  35. Zindagi dene waale sun...
  36. Seene me jalan...aankhome tufan sa kyun hai...
  37. Yeh Zindagi usiki hai...jo kisika ho gaya...
  38. Tera jaana..dilke aramanaka mit jana...

Monday, March 28, 2005

Asambadhha (marathi)

Shahanyala shabdacha maar
Gadhawala guLachi chaw kai?

Ati parichayat awadnya
Nirlajaam sada sukhi

Padtil shita tar jamtil bhoota (?)
Garaj saro viadya maro

Apalech daat ani apalech otth
Jasa raja Tashi praja

Gharoghari maatichya chuli
Haatachi pachi boTe sarakhi nastat

Lath maren tithe pani kadhen
Dev tari tyala kon mari?

Khain tar tupashi nahi tar upashi
Asel maza hari tar deil gharachya ghari

DhavaLya shejario PawLya bandhla waaN nahi pan guN lagala
Aapla to balu ani dusryancha to ... (?)

Gharaki murgi dal barabar
Doorun dongar saajare

Nachta yeina angaN wakade
Chorachya ulaTya bomba

Aikawe janache karawe manache
Mani wase te swapni dise

Adala NarayaN gadhwache pai dhari
Khuda meherban to gadha pahelwan

Thembe thembe tale sathe
Prayatnanti Parameshwar

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Gharachi Waat (Marathi)

Pawasalatil sandhyakali
Firat hoto ektach, ranawanat
Tewadhyat waryana jor pakadala
Abhal bharun ala
Andharahi padala
Sara kahi eksarakha disat hota
Paratichi waat, ekhadi khoon
Kahich sapadena

Achanak, ek veej lakkha chamakali
Sara chitra spashta zala
Pan te kshanabharach
Mag, andhar adhikach daat zala
Pawasachi bhirbhir suru zali
Maan jara gangarale
Bhatakat rahilo tasach
Watala, ekhadi khoon sapadel
Gharacha rasta athawel

Pan kahi nahi
Ushir zala aata
Ghari kalaji karat asatil
Tewadhyat
Ek shubhra chandrakor
dhagatun dokawali
Tichya manda chandanyat
Gharachi waat sahaj sapadali

(2005)

Kharach tu asa karshil ka? (Marathi)

Don kshan mazyasathi sawad tu kadhsheel ka?
Kadhi tari mazyakede dole bharun pahshil ka?

Thatta karun mazi tu sarwana hasawshil ka?
Tula chidawlyawar matra haluch thodi lajashil ka?

Khotach kadhi madatisathi haat maza magshil ka?
Mazya barobar na bolta char pawala chalshil ka?

Khote khote bhandun mazyawar tu rushil ka?
Karach tu asa karshil ka?

Mazyawar ha ekach upkar tu karshil ka?
Tuzya sathi marayala karan mala deshil ka?
Mazya ya jaganyala artha nawa deshil ka?
Kharach tu as karshil ka?

1996

Jeevanacha Khel (Marathi)

itha lok far ahet
pan manasa kami ahet
olakhiche far ahet
pan mitra kami ahet
jeevgheni spardha ah
manusach khelato ahe
manusach khelana ahe
khelani modat ahet
punha judat ahet
jeevanacha ha khel
pratyekala khelayach ahe
jinkeparyant harayache ahe
ani hareparyant jinkayache ahe

1996

dil dhundata hai

dil dhundata hai...fir wahi..fursat ke raat din. ..
The "spring break" of 2005 has given me just what I needed. The weather hinted earlier that spring was coming…but then it snowed. This break gave me a few days of relaxation. Relaxation from work and the mundane everyday routine. I happened to take a wonderful snow-shoeing trip to Mt. Quandary (14265 ft, Breckenridge, CO), finished reading "da vinci code", and skiing at Winterpark (CO). Listened to music, mostly old hindi songs that reminded me of good old days of “Vividh Bharati” in India. Took some wonderful pictures of late winter in Colorado. Of course, hanging out with my friends goes without saying.
I am feeling really rejuvenated after this break. I hope now to get back to business. As many fresh beginnings are taking place in the nature, I hope my life “springs” back too! I am doing graduate studies in engineering and often find myself indulging in anything but research. I need a plan, structure and I guess some supervision too! We will see how it goes!

This is an attempt to keep a “web log” of my thoughts, most of which will sound “random”, “insane”, and may be “boring”. I recently found this whole "blog" business and it is awesome. I think this is wonderful way of expressing thoughts, communicating and making new friends.
Cheers to blogging!