Bekhudi

Bekhudi...a state of "not being one's self"

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Location: Boulder, Colorado, United States

What to say...sach hai duniyan waalo ke hum hai anari...

Tuesday, June 21, 2005

Diwas Ase Ki

This is really an awesome CD with very different style of lyrics and music!

Deh hi mawhata tapasvi
Jeev hi nawhata kalandar
Zopatana fakta kurawalun ghyawya vidghatacha...
Swar teepecha aajawecha...

Man talyat malyat..jaaichya kalyat...
man najuakashi motimal tuzya najukashya galyat...
Mazya nayani nakshatra taara ani chand duzya dolyat...

Maza bolana maza chalana maza hasana maza magana..
oon sawali chya pari kadhi nakosa kafhi hawasa
Tumhi mhanal tasa..
...kuni wahati talyat kun halawya dolyat..
donhi kasavis...hmmm..tumhi mhanal tasa...

Diwas ase ki me konacha nahi..ani koni maza nahi...
Akashachya chhatri khali bhijato...Ayushyawar hasane thunkun deto
Ya hasanyache karan umagat nahi...Ya hasane mhanawat nahi..
Diwas ase ki me konacha nahi..ani koni maza nahi...

Tada tada gar gar gara gara fire wara
Meghiyachya onjalit weej thijalela para
doorwar ranbhar nachnara nila mor
mora-pisa makhamal ootu gele manbhar
Sari war sar

Ata jara alimili, tumzi mazi wyatha nili
Sosatana sukhawun hasshil na...
Gulabachi phula don roj rati dolyawar
musu musu pani sang bhartil na, bhartil na

Kshitijachya par wedya sandhyeche gharate
wedya sandhechya angani rat thartharate..
Ata wizawel diwa sanj kaparya hatani..
Ani abhalache guj chandra sangel khunani...
Padtil kodi punha bharatil dole...
Punha pusatil pani haat tharatharate..

disha sarya sunya sunya..kuni nahi kuni nahi..
Parawar weda ek tyala sudha kun nahi
Asayala kuni nahi..nasayala kuni nahi..
Bhalebure kahitari bolayala kuni nahi.
kuni nahi kuni nahi paratalya panatila bhijanyachi laj nahi...
Timirachya pai mag waju lage chal..
Sairbhair zala wara ranomal..

Ratrila kon diwasala kon
Janmala awaghya ya puralay kon
Shwasala Shwas khsnala khan..diwasala diwas jodat jagu..
Ewadhach na...ekate jagu..Ewadhach na

Thursday, June 16, 2005

When it rains it pours? I hope!

Long time really sitting down to write up my thoughts. Whenever I try to think about how my life has channeled through last many years, I find it strange. It is no different than the rain water running in streams via the path offering best gradient. I hope this small gradients somehow relate to the true overall gradient as well. Not a perfect analogy! What I want to say is life has taken several unexpected turns. Sometimes it has shown false hopes moving me in direction where it looked like I have avoided the obstacles and got lucky. Only to realize there is a big fall coming up! Of course, life has also allowed me to recover, show new hopes, sometimes really rewarding too. It kept me going. Now, I am looking for that big opportunity again. It has been tough to keep hope through long PhD process. I know in my heart that this is all worth it, but still uncertain about the future.
Today, I hope this phrase applies for good things in life too - When it rains it pours! As it hasn't rained here for some time. What I am talking about. Shut up already :)

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

Tu is tarah se meri zindagi mein shamil hai...

Me to my PhD degree again:

Teri ummid pe thukara raha hun Dooniyan ko....
Tuze bhi apne pe ye aitbar hai ke nahin?
Daba daba sa sahi dil me pyar ha ke nahi..
Zuki zuki si najar..bekarar hai ke nahi..

And one day I might say:

Tu is tarah se meri zindagi mein shamil hai...
Jaha bhi jawu ye lagata hai..teri mehfil hai..
.......
....kai dino se shikayat nahi jamane se...
ye zindagi hai safar...tu safar ki mazil hai..

And

Tum aa gaye ho..noor aa gaya ha...
Nahi to chirago se lo ja rahi thi....
Jeene ki tum se wajah mil gai hai..
Badi bewajeh zindagi ja rahi thi...

Kaha se chale kaha ke liye...
Ye khabar hi nahi thi..
Koi bhi sila jaha ja mila...
Wahi tum miloge..
Ke hum tak tumhari duwa aa rahi thi..

Tum aa gaye ho..noor aa gaya ha...
Nahi to chirago se lo ja rahi thi....

:)

more romance -

Dilbar mere kab tak muze aise hi tadapaoge..
Mein aag dil mein laga dunga jo pal mein pighal jao ge
Ek din aayega...pyar ho jayega...oho...Dilbar mere kab tak muze aise hi tadapaoge..

Sochoge jab mere bareme tanahayiyo mein...
Ghir jaoge aur bhi meri parachhayio mein
Dil machal jayega...pyar ho jayega..Mein aag dil mein laga dunga jo pal mein pighal jao ge

Dil se milega jo dil to mehekane lagoge
Tum mere bahon mein ake bahekne lagoge...
Hosh kho jayega...pyar ho jayega...
Dilbar mere kab tak muze aise hi tadapaoge....Mein aag dil mein laga dunga jo pal mein pighal jao ge
Ek din aayega...pyar ho jayega...oho...Dilbar mere kab tak muze aise hi tadapaoge..

;)

Monday, June 06, 2005

Yein Kaun Chitrakar hai!

Last two weekend I have been going around very beatiful parts in Colorado. This song from old movies is an appropriate tribute to the beauty of nature!

Hari hari Vasundhara, Neela Neela ye Gagan, Neela Neela ye Gagan...
Hari hari Vasundhara pe Neela Neela ye Gagan...
Ke jispe badalo ki palaki hai ida raha pawan
Dishaye dekho rangbhari, Chamak rahi umang bhari
Ye kisne phool phool pe.....kiya singar hai..

Ye kaun chitrakar hai...Ye kaun chitrakar..Ye kaun chitrakar hai...

Tapaswi'yo si hai atala ye parvato ke chotiya..Ye sarp si ghumerdar gherdar ghatiyan..
Dhwajase ye khade hue, hai vriksha Devdar ke...galiche ye gulab ke..bagiche ye bahar ke..
Ye kis Kavi ke kalpana..Ye kis Kavi ke kalpana ka chamatkar hai..
Ye kaun chitrakar hai...Ye kaun chitrakar..Ye kaun chitrakar hai...

Kudrat ki is pavitrata ko tum nihar lo..iske guNoko apne man me tum utar lo..
Chamkalo aaj lalima... apne lalat ki...kan kan se zakati tumhe chhabi virat ki..
Apni to aankh ek hai..usaki hazar hai...usaki hazar hai...
Ye kaun chitrakar hai...Ye kaun chitrakar..Ye kaun chitrakar hai...