Bekhudi

Bekhudi...a state of "not being one's self"

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Location: Boulder, Colorado, United States

What to say...sach hai duniyan waalo ke hum hai anari...

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

Yun hi chala chal

Boulder Boulder 2005 (10 km Memorial Day race, Boulder, CO) I had injured my left knee while running a week before Bolder Boulder 2005. I had to rest my legs and could not prepare any more. It looked like I was going to suck this time. I thought I had stamina, but I wasn't sure if my knees will give in. My cousins were visiting for the long weekend and we had good time, although it was very hectic and tiring. On the race day, I barely woke up and got to the start line just 10 minutes before the race with Aditya. I felt great as we started. It had rained last night and was a cool - cloudy day. Great conditions for running! I did well by finishing 10 min/mile for first, second and third mile. There was live music, people cheering and dancing on the sides. Awesome atmosphere!

At the end of third mile, there was some rain water running and I had to take a really long stride to cross that. It gave a sudden shock to my right leg. I lost feeling in my right leg until I finished the race. I kept running. I guess I must have taken 11 minutes for 4th mile as after that it was a little-bit downhill and easy except at the finish. I think I have done the 6.2 miles = 10 km in 61 minutes. We will see when the results come out. It was definitely better than last years! I did not have a lot of sweat and felt fresh after the run. It was great! My knees ached somewhat in the evening but subsided after applying some "move".

Now it is biking season for me. Cheers!

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Watwat

Life is take told by an idiot full of sound and glory signifying nothing!

You see the whole country of the system is juxtaposition by the hemoglobin in the atmosphere because you are a sophisticated rhetorition intoxicated by exhuberance of your own blah blah sate!

Dukki pe dukki hai...ya satte pe satta..gaur se dekha jayen to hai bas patte pe patta..
koi farak nahi albatta...koi farak nahi albatta...

Babu...samazo ishare...horn pukare..pom..pom..pom...
Yahan chalati ko gadi kahate hai pyaren...re baba re abbaaa..
Sau baton ki ye baat yahi hai...kya bhala to kya bura..kamayabi me zindagi hai...
tooti-footi sahi chal haye..jeet hai..sacchi zoothi sahi chal jayen thik hai...gaadi tirachhi chala ke chala ke zoom...aee bajooo..

Hush little baby

Hush little baby don’t say a word
Papa gonna bring you baby a mocking bird

And if that mocking bird won’t sing
Papa gonna buy you a diamond ring

If that diamond ring is brass
Papa gonna buy you a looking-glass

And if that looking-glass will break
Papa gonna buy you a chocolate cake

When the chocolate cake you leaked
Papa gonna buy you a puppy sweet

If that puppy puppy won't bark
Papa's gonna buy you a horse and cart

And if that horse and cart break down
Papa's gonna buy you a big toy clown

Hush, little baby don't you cry
Mama's gonna sing you a lullaby

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Kabhi Kabhi

Kabhi Kabhi mere dil me khayal aata hai
Ke zindagi teri zulfonki narma chhaw mein gujar na pati, to shadab ho bhi sakti thi
Ye ranj-o-gum ki sihai jo dil pe chhai hai, teri najar ke shiwao me kho bhi sakti thi
Magar ye ho na saka
Magar ye ho na saka aur ye alam hai, ke tu nahi tera gum, teri justaju bhi nahi
Gujar rahi hai hai kuchh is tareh zindagi jaise, ise kisiki sahare ki araju bhi nahi
Na koi rah, na mazil, na roshani ka surag, bhatak rahi ha in andharon mein zindagi meri
Inhi andheron mein rah kabhi kho kar, Mein janata hun meri humnafas,
magar yun hi, Kabhi Kabhi mere dil me khayal aata hai

Friday, May 06, 2005

Ye jeevan hai..

Ye jeevan hai, is jeevan ka, yahi hai, yahi hai, yahi hai rangaroop
Thode gum hai, thodi khushiyan, thode gum hai, thodi khushiyan, yahi hai, yahi hai, yahi hai chhawdhoop, Ye jeevan hai....

Ye na socho isame apni haar jai ke jeet hai...
Use apanalo jo bhi jeevan ki reet hai...
ye zid chhodo, Yun na todo..har pal ek darpan hai...ye jeevan hai...

Dhan se na dooniyan se...ghar se na dwar se...
sanso ki dor badhi hai..preetam ke pyar se
Dooniyan chhote..par na toote..
ye kaise bandhan hai...Ye jeevan hai...

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Ae-Aa-Ooooo

Me - to - my PhD degree, if there exists one :)
- a metaphor

Bardash nahi kar sakta...ab door nahin rahe sakta...tere bin...Ae-Aa-Ooooo
Jo na ho aarju to ashiqui hai kya...jo sanam na mile to zindagi hai kya
Ye ashaqui lubhati hai...lekin bada satati hai..
najdikiyan ye laati hai..kabhi dooriyan badha ti hai..
Meet jane do ye doriyan...ye doriyan...ye doriyan....
Ae-Aa-Ooooo...Ae-Aa-Ooooo....Ae-Aa-Ooooo
Bardash nahi kar sakta...ab door nahin rahe sakta...tere bin...Ae-Aa-Ooooo

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Zhatka laga diya tumne ;)

(If you haven't noticed this is from song from Hindusthani - Lataka dikha dita humne, Zhatka laga diya tumne)

Anyways! Yesterday May 2nd, 2005, I was working in the packaging lab trying to do an smp deployment experiment. Somehow I was not able to heat the smp sample enough and thought of using a solder gun to heat the sample. The gun was not working when plugged in. So I tried another outlet on the wall and still it did not work. I tried to un-plug the cable and it was too tight, so I used two hands. Oh...something was wrong and I got an electric shock. The current definitely passed through my heart. It was not severe to cause any burning on my skin but I was shaken mentally. I had never experienced such shock in my heart. I visited Dr today and they did measure blood pressure, heart beat as well as EKG. :). Fortunately it was normal and there are no issue.

CHEERS!